My mom would say that as a kid, I would always outline my drawing. Always. It had to be there, a black outline in all my drawings. Be it a house a tree or a rangoli or my science drawings..all of them would have an outline, but I would make my drawings very colorful. I would put all sorts of colors inside. For example a Rangoli which would technically have 4 colors has nearly 15 different colors. As a Child I would colour the hair red, but yeah the outline would be black.
Today as I look back at those days I realise my life today more or less are like those drawings, I want my life to be very colourful, but I always have this outline, black outline.
I want to do a million things, but there is a line the society draws. There are things I aint supposed to do.
Can’t wear white , Can’t wear black can’t do this can’t do that, can’t go here, can’t go there.
Cant buy this, cant wear this, cant dance this way, cant cook this way, cant eat this way, cant pray this way
I wish our lives could be our lives. :-(