It’s been ages since I have not written. Well the thoughts
were there but strangely the idea left my brain the moment they came in. Thoughts
like would that be a stupid topic to discuss and wouldn’t people think I am
stupid, would people think I am trying to be a smart ass…wouldn’t people
think..
I hardly have any views on this blog spot, but the fear of
people reading and judging me was so strong that I have almost lost the
enthusiasm to mention anything once I picked the laptop to write.
How did this happen, when did I become the person who cared so
much….
I know that the last one year has not been easy, mostly my
fault..going through depression, people believing
that its’ just an act, met some real
pricks who claimed to be my friends, my mind has not stood still..but the most
basic harm ..I have not been myself . I cared
too much about what some looser ass without half(make that a quarter) of my credentials thinks about me. Yeah I said
cared …past tense..because post this blog…there are new ones coming…ones I will
write without giving a sh** about which douche bags feelings are getting hurt
here…or what that douche bag thinks … I don’t care for judgment anymore.
Boy….I am really angry, aint I… I thought douchebag was a
single word. J
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